for ocular use only & not for injection or oral use...??

Current mood: confused
Category: Blogging

Now...I am pretty certain that I am intelligent enough to know that
WARNING: "not for oral use" means...
DO NOT PUT THIS IN YOUR MOUTH!
And generally I comply with these instructions...afterall...I have never really had an intense desire to know what eyedrops taste like!
And what would really be the adverse reaction if I were to decide to put a couple drops on my tongue just to find out?
At the current moment however I AM wondering if they would have tasted better had I put them in my mouth rather than into my eyes where I believe it is they are "supposed" to go!
Sitting here drinking my morning cup o coffee...I suddenly have this horendous taste in my mouth! ARGH! EWWW...this is NOT what my coffee should taste like......ohhhh no no no...and then I realize that I have "eyedrops" in my mouth!!!HOLY CRAP!
I did put them into my eyes where I am "supposed" to and they have run down through my nose and into my throat! And here I sit spitting out nasty tasting eyedrops! But...they are NOT for oral use! Do not put this in your mouth!
What IS the point of that so called WARNING???
Next time...perhaps I shall just put a couple o drops on my tongue or into my cup o coffee...perhaps they will taste better without having run through the salty SNOT in my nasel cavity...HA! That'll help eh?

Rambling of the sleepless mind.......

Current mood: frustrated
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

My mind is twisting and turning every which way! I don't know what to think or what to say about the hundreds of thoughts flitting about inside here...thoughts and questions and worries...ohhhh my!
I worry that I shall repeat a past mistake...I am scared of hurting again...I want to know things that only time can answer...My mind could drive me crazy with all this stuff going on in here.
I need to keep my feet on the ground! I need to focus on what I want for my life, where I want my life to go. I need to focus on my own well-being, my happiness within, who I am and how I want to be! I cannot allow things to distract me in a manner that is unhealthy for me.
I want to feel the feelings I have that are waiting to get out...but cannot! I must keep them under control! For if I do not it could turn into a past mistake! I worry that someone keeps things from me thinking I won't understand or that it will make me turn away from them. I wish they knew how hard I have worked to accept people as they are...for who they are...all that they are!
When I give my love...it is unconditional! I do not put conditions on my love for someone. Either I love them or I don't!
Even when asked "why" I loved someone...I could not find a specific reason. And I don't "want" to! I can say things that I like/love about a person however I could also say things that I dislike about a person! This does not make me love them more or less!
I think about the future...what does it hold? Will life ever really feel good? Will I ever really "feel" and "know" that I am loved? Will I ever truely be able to trust someone with my heart and my life ever again? Will I ever find anyone who can and will love me just a little more than someone else once did?
I wonder...Will I find that one man...who makes my life more complete...the one who I wake next to every morning and smile just because I love him and know he loves me just as much...like waking with the sun shining on my face...the one who just lying next to him makes me fall asleep with that smile on my face...just looking into his eyes lets me know "he's the one" forever...whose very presense makes me content...the one that the touch of his hands lets me know he will catch me when I "fall" in love with him? Or have I? Or is all of that too unrealistic? Only a fantasy or a dream? Can it really happen? Does love like that even exist? Or am I just crazy?
I wonder about reaching the rest of my goals that I set for myself...I have been slacking. I need to get refocused on this...get back to work at it! I know I can do it...I just have to set my mind to it...one thing I have learned is that I can do "anything" I set my mind to!!! I worry to much about failing when I should be worrying about being successful! I need to make myself do the things I know it is I must do even though I am scared to death of doing them. I need to remember to be "bold", don't hesitate...no "guts", no "glory"!!!!!
I must remember every day to eat, sleep and breath....and stop thinking and worrying and questioning so damn much!!!!

In reference to...Oh Snap's Take on Love...

Current mood: confused
Category: Romance and Relationships

Okay so...first...what IS love actually??? Here we have our definition(s) of that big L word...and what apparently someone has devised that love really is...
We have it as a noun (which i shall take this means it is some "thing")
and we also have it as a verb (which means there should be "action") so when someone "says" they love you, yet never takes a step toward acting upon this thing, shouldn't one question thier affection or desire...???

ummm...yeahhhh!

NOW

They could mean they have a very strong affection or intense feeling of tender affection and compassion for/toward you...
or
They could be passionately attracted to you and desire/wish to be with or to have you romantically...(but for how long...haha...there is the Q)
or
They could just love you very much...even perhaps romantically (which still don't explain a damn thing!)
or
We have a romantic affair (haha...possibly sexual) ooookayyy now...is this "really" love??? And does it really explain it anymore...I don't think so!!
then
We have a strong liking for or pleasure gained from something...hmmm....

DAMN...perhaps we should throw the f'n dictionary out! No wonder people are so damned confused as to "what LOVE actually is"...we have all these dumbass definitions here...and come on now...I realize that love has its different levels...obviously you wouldn't love your spouse in the same manner as your children nor them in the same manner as your parents etc, etc, etc...of course!!! But, isn't that just common sense???

I myself have never thought that love had a damn thing to do with sex...but...perhaps I am mistaken...(according to some definitions anyway)
sexual attraction comes into play somewhere along the way when you "love" a person at the romantic level, yes...however I don't believe that it belongs in the "definition" of love...

Isn't love more on a spiritual plane...??? Something you can't really touch but yet you can give and recieve??? Just like any other "feeling" you have inside of you...???

I believe love arrives in different ways...it can take its sweet time or be at first sight...yes...Love is a disease...it can creep up on you...or hit you like a f'kn truck!
Love is something unconditional...you cannot put a price on it...you cannot say I will love you if only you comply with what I want from you...thats not love! Thats a control issue! So stop trying!
Love is not a faucet that you can turn on and off as you please...its either there or its not...and you cannot just make it go away! So, if you have it and they want it...why do you keep it?
Love is an attraction to someone or something...it comes from inside you...from your soul...not from your physical heart or from your brain...it is much deeper than that...
Sometimes it is intense...sometimes very passionate...

Yes...this is what love is....an intense enthusiasm for something or someone!! Perhaps passion describes love more so than love describes itself...

When you are loved (i'm saying romantically) you become the object of somebody..s intense interest or enthusiasm...
heh...thats "passion"!!!
And I'm pretty certain that if this is so...love knows no boundaries...no obstacle in this world will keep someone from you if they "TRUELY" love you!!!
AND sex just isn't involved! That's just a bonus desire that pops in there!

BOY HAVE I BEEN A STUPID GIRL!!!

i'm goin back to bed now!!! geesh! i really should listen to Dr. Phil better!
and remember that if someone really loves me...they are gonna get to me no matter "what" it takes...if they "truely" love me...ain't nothin gonna stop em!!!

Good night!