Here I am...Awake again...

Thursday, November 02, 2006


Here I am...awake again...
Current mood: hungry


at 1am or 3am or 5am standin there with the refrigerator door wide open...wonderin what the hell it is i am looking for...
this happens sometimes in life...as i have noticed...
however i think i have finally figured out the reasoning behind it...
you wake up...thinkin your hungry...so...naturally you go to the refrigerator...
stand there...door wide open...starrin...feeling the need to feed....

however...what is it really that you need to feed?

My theory...YOUR SOUL!

your soul is hungry...being the reason you wake at odd hours of the night feeling an intense need for nourishment....perhaps nourishment for the body is not what you seek...perhaps it is nourishment for the soul you seek...a hunger that you cannot feed...so you end up eatting some strange off the wall concoction you create in the middle of the nite hoping to ease the hunger pains...

it is a hunger for something more in your life...
perhaps the hunger for a dream you have you have not pursued in the manner you need to...
perhaps the hunger for a love that you have not found or cannot have...
a hunger that lives much deeper than you imagine...

after eatting your strange mixture of various foods...
you return to your bed feeling the same hunger as when you woke...